Delete

Yes. I want to delete this blog. It’s time to move on. No other reasons. Goodbye!

if there’s one thing that i wish to achieve

that would be to quit.

shall i stay up throughout the night?

just to hear the night rain which happens so rarely these days?

by the way, i would like to express my passion to the world. this does not mean that i will have the means or courage to pursue them. but as long as i am alive, or i will at least pray that god grants me the time, i will aim to achieve them.

1) get bike license and buy a sports bike.

2) learn how to play the guitar well

3) build a family business

that’s very little for now. no worries, there are more to come.

hair is short!

i am sad. because part of my hair has been cut away.

i am happy because i don’t have to tie my hair up again!

i am confused because i don’t know what to get my friend for his birthday present. *_*?

i am busy because i always wake up late and end up rushing my things. !!*_*!!

i am hungry because i have not eaten breakfast. :0

what shall i get for my friend who’s turning 21?

 

I love it clean…showstopper

I realised that i’ve never had this much sleep ever since i entered university. i was often sleep deprived in secondary school. always sleep deprived in high school. but not in university. and this i treasure so much because university and sleep rarely come together. but for me, they do. and i’m grateful for that.

but i’m unhappy about this module that i’m taking. he, particularly he, extended the deadline of the project. i was so expecting this project to end as soon as possible but damn it!

i should be gettin ready for school. would someone care to bring me out for star gazing?

 

quick rain

exam papers back. haiz.

i need to find back my soul. where has it gone to?

no one is here. no one is with me. and i’m having difficulties.

it’s my problem. don’t spread it to others.

all that i need to prove is that i can do it.

don’t disappoint my mom. sis. or dad.

companion

i’ve always wanted to write but there are always buts.

don’t get me wrong. companions are the natural law of the world. we come in pairs. most of us, if not all.

and just like her, him and you, i yearn for a companion too. but he is nowhere to be found. those whom i’ve met are nothing but disappointments. they don’t hurt me. they just confuse me greatly.

although i think that my path in life has still a long way to go, i think that i need that companion to be by my side and guide me.

don’t get me wrong, it’s not him that i’m looking for. it’s Him.

verdict

if you could provide me a pool of water that is as deep as as your thoughts, i can rightly point out to you that i am sinking at the bottom of it.

it hurts to know how much i yearn for your touch but it hurts more when you are right next to me.

it was never the words that you spoke but rather, the actions that you showered unto me.

i am but a random piece of “thing” with a random of everything.

p.s. im feeling quite sick of everything that i’m wishing i could be a witch to make potions to cure this sickness.

is going to do this.

it will either make or break me. but i’ll give it a shot. hope that it doesn’t kill me yet.

insanity

i don’t even have the time to blog. even if i do, it is used up to recover my sleeping time. now im back to books and getting ready for a project meeting. no school today but school is where i’ll be heading to again today. school is not my home, please.

p.s. i need to push myself to do things that i truly like. now is a good time to do so, so why am i not going for it?